O.X.Y

2004-04-26T05:24:00.000-07:00

2003-09-09T04:15:00.000-07:00

yoz...moved...here....

2003-07-09T23:18:00.000-07:00

oh yeah...it's been a long long time since i blogged....it's not that i am really lazy...it's juzt that i am real busy...don't know why...it seems like i have lots of stuff undone....yup no time to go online....and sometimes too lazy to go online cos i don't like to wait for computers to load...don't even feel like switching on the machine....haha sick. ok why am i always contradicting myself...nvm i am just crazy...

i can't be bothered with that woman...really...she's not even talking to me nowsaday...i hope she knows who i am referring to...yep so yeah who cares??? duh...ok maybe she thinks i am the one not talking and chatting to her...but i think that she's trying to avoid me yeah....don't even smile at me when she sees me....and when i said goodbye to her...she didn't even turn around and say gdbye or whatever sort...yucks...i am so damn disgusted by her clique of friends....yeah i don't like them so i don't mix around with them....whereas she seems to enjoy hanging out with them....yeah like hanging out with me isn't fun enough....what's her prob...she practically just ignored me!!! why....so long a friendship....end just like that??? ok am i being too possessive??? ok maybe i really am....argh.... ok nope i guess i am not.....okay i am really sick of this whole thing....i don't wanna lose a good friend...but what can i do??? accept her clique of friends as my good friends???? nope....i think they won't even accept me as a friend...yeah i really can do nothing....

and surprisingly....recently(i would say it's from sec life onwards), i have been hanging out with the so called hardworking and guai people...yeah to quanmin: no offence okay...i just think that u are the guai one compared to my other friends.....yeeps...you know...when i was in pri sch....i was nvr really a guai student...yeah always forget to do homework or bring homework and all that stuff....and i really talked alot....very very talkative...and i guess that was the reason why wanling(3 hope) didn't really like me when i was in pri sch...yeah that was the real me...i realised....now, i am just trying to "please" the school...be a guai gia and all that stuff....is it worth it???? ok i don't know....i guess i have changed alot...it really seems like i am living for others, not living for myself....i am not my real self anymore, really....

do people really change that much??? i don't know....people around me are like changing "tremendously", even my really close friends....ok i guess i've changed ....from bad to worse??? or bad to better??? sigh.....:(

2003-07-04T22:11:00.000-07:00

ok...so i added two little buttons on my blog...cute right? yeah i designed themself...haha kind of addicted to doing this kind of stuff....anyway, got back almost all of my papers...except chem....and i am really lookin forward to the paper cos i believe that my chem paper will be better than the others....

the chinese teacher so damn wad...tried "so hard" to fail our zuo wens....mich's zuo men was rather good...yet she only got a C....what on earth is the teacher doing huhx...ok whatever...

today's yanyi's b-dae...haven give her the present yet even though i brought it to school today...decided at the last minute that i will give her on tuesday....cos on that day, i will be giving doris her birthdae present also...=P anw todae's LC wasn't as bad as i thought...kinda easy...ok i should say i probably won't fail the paper...u know...for the mid-year one...i actually "just" passed...felt lucky that the paper wasn't really that difficult for today...eh....having chi oral on 14 of Jul...first one in the group...haha not too bad....first to speak, first to leave...haha

yoz, shall go sign yanyi's gbk later....Happy birthdae yanx!!!

test results...(posted them for the sake of posting them....haha lame. :p)

HCL(paper) : A1
Eng: B4
Maths: A1
A Maths : B3
Physics: A1
Chem: dunno yet
Geog: C5
SS: C5

Haha...realized that i am better in calculations and all that stuff...and esp poor in humanities...should have taken lit...sighx....:|

2003-07-01T22:08:00.000-07:00

so...epebble was a bit "better" today...and i wasn't "caught in the traffic jam", cos i downloaded most of the homework yesterday...haha...so yeah, lots of homework to be completed today....

shall not complain about the amount of homework given...ok i really feel like going back to school for lessons....i truly feel that learning in school and communicating with the teacher is better off than online learning....it's kind of stupid you know....i really think it's redundant...

nothing much to blog today.....haha i am considering whether to change my blog to another site....or return to diaryland which i really missed...or just stay in blogger and not do anything disastrous....you know...i came to blogger cos i kinda destroyed the template for my diaryland diary....so yeah, no choice...but now, i really really feel like moving back...haha....and i can use my new template...yeeps...:)

so, i am left with maths homework and social studies...haha actually these aren't too much....quite okay for me...but i am really looking forward to going back to school and meet my friends...yeah cheers....tomorrow will be a good day.

2003-06-30T22:05:00.000-07:00

epebble sucks...what a horrible site...slow one...and the color combination is so damn disgusting...can't they change it to something nicer??? no "sense of color"....must be color-blind....ok no offence...anyway i really hate epebble....and whatever e-learning....it's so inconvenient....everyone trys to get into the site....but somehow people like me will just get "stuck"....ok this is kinda lame...i don't like this...it's a waste of time trying to get into this kind of site...ah no choice.

a new way of posting blogs??? ok i mean the "posting" thingy had changed...nicer design...nicer button....nicer color combination....haha ok who cares??? i just wanna blog so long as i am alive...yeah...

shall be a good gal...yeah must finish homework asap....don't wanna drag until tomorrow...don't wanna be "left behind"...i mean i don't want to lag behind....haha must get good results...yeah maybe that's my aim for now. end here.

2003-06-23T02:40:00.000-07:00

yoz yoz...1 more wk to term 3...hw done...oh yeax...budden san guo yan yi was a disaster...haven finish reading it....the book itself so many word errors...so irritatin...haix....la nth much to blog.....hols got nth to do...played some nemo games on neopets..haha i am so childish...ah bored to death...sigh.

2003-06-18T04:45:00.000-07:00

yoz....changed my template....haha nth much to blog...=D

2003-06-10T08:04:00.000-07:00

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anw...spurs won the 3rd match...yeah...

2003-05-16T19:37:00.000-07:00

ok...oral was a disaster...was damn jing zhang tt i din noe what to say fer conversation...ah forget it....anw, mum was angry wif me fer these few days...felt so guilty...ah...yeh todae's really a bad day fer me...dun like todae....yah in school library now...dun wanna go home so soon...if not go home sure can see my mum's chou4 face...sighx...i really haf nth to sae...me angry wif her too but at the same time guilty...is it really my fault? ok maybe...maybe i am juz a selfish gal....ya sometimes i think i really am...alwayz taking things fer granted....ai...esp. friends...i really really take them fer granted....

anw, regretted tt i din hang out wif my old friendz very often....i really feel tt they are getting further and further away frm me....yeah i can't use "busy" or wadeva as a stupid excuse fer not hanging out wif them during school time and after school....i guess sometimes i am reali guo fen...so now....i haf to do sth abt this....b4 it's too late....

sixers lost...what a horrible thing...iverson down there also no use lahx...lost by a margin...whoa kao...so lang fei...played so hard yet lost by tt kind of score...ah....and lakers recently sucked too...so lan sai...kobe bryant is so damn proud...yuckx.....

ah...nth to blog liao...cyax.

2003-05-15T02:30:00.000-07:00

oh yeah...i can't be bothered...anw should i get a football or a basketball fer my bro's birthday?...haha will ask him which one he likes...yeah...if i buy him another ball...he will have SO SO SO many balls!!! fer what???...i think he's a bit crazy over balls lahx...want me to buy another ball fer him fer his birthdae...guess i WILL NOT get a ball fer him....anw i am not rich enough to buy a good ball fer him...he knows i am the worst at saving money...hah. =P

2003-05-09T00:39:00.000-07:00

hahaha...nth much to say...yeah i am mad...nth to say...yet i still come here...i am crazy....hehe...=P

2003-05-06T08:08:00.000-07:00

haha...wadeva, it's so late...yet i am still online...todae din realli touch on physics...tmr sure die...haha cannot be bothered. =P anw, yanyi said tt if i were to fail chem test...she would gif me $1....

::YanYi:: oi...u sure or not...i am 69% sure tt i will fail chem test....it's more than 50%...haha i dun any $1s....cos i think this bet i sure win liao...haha. =D

2003-05-04T05:42:00.000-07:00

liverpool lost to man city...1-2...omg this is saddening...budden i guess it's ok cos chelsea lost too...haha looking forward to the last match of lp's...against chelsea...hope liverpools wins...if not...lol. =P

three tests fer this wk...bless me...hope i pass every test...

haha changed my blog template...looks juz rite to me...=D

nth much to blog...so sad. =(

2003-05-03T04:02:00.000-07:00

YeStErDaY
haha...played fball n bball wif bro yesterdae....fer the soccer part...it was juz...DISASTROUS!!! couldn't even dribble a ball past my bro smoothly....aix...could only chip the ball past him...aix...and because of chipping, almost all my toes were injured cos i was wearing SLIPPERS...omg din noe why i din choose to wear shoes...haha a bit blur lahx (ok at first i thought we would only be playing bball...din noe tt we were goin to start out with fball) ...and now all my toes are "red red"...haha and one of the toes has a bit of blood...lol....fer bball...realized tt my dribbling skills got much much better...haha tt's great...maybe one day i would be better than my YOUNGER bro whose dribbling skills juz rox (haha muz not kua ta too much if not his head will get bloated)....

ToDae
yeah...had weiqi friendly match with the cath high guys todae....ok i dun like to sae this but they were truly good...haha realized tt my qi shu is damn lan...haha lose like siao...din even want to count the number of seeds at the end of the game...so pai sei...if tt cath high guy knew tt he won me by so many seeds...he would probably think st nix's weiqi sux...haha and he's only SEC 1...omg...budden he had played weiqi fer like 3 yrs...me only 1yr...haha so cannot "xiang ti bing lun"....ok nvm...

anw, ying ying came todae...she's one the ex-president of weiqi club...and she's also our "jing1 pai" senior...whoa kao she can really play the game well...always get top awards fer those open-category competitons in Singapore...anw what she wore todae juz made her look so...adult...yeah...and sophiscated too...haha she's so damn chio...yeh...some of us suspected tt she got a boyfriend...cos when we asked her why she wore those really nice clothings...she said, "mei2 ban4 fa3"....haha dunno what she meant by tt....haha....

2003-04-30T00:51:00.000-07:00

yeah...ran 4 rounds todae...haha was quite slow cos i helped michelle finish the rounds without stopping...and the timing wasn't really tt bad....i guess no one failed...ok so there was a pop quiz fer pure geog todae...supposed to be graded...maybe it's not graded...anw i am not too sure...haha quite fun lehs....i mean i dun mind drawing...it's kinda interesting u noe...yeah.....crusts...magma...explanations....and all those labellings...quite interesting haha...not as difficult as i thought...ok anw i borrowed some books...decided tt i will read them todae...after i finish maths hw...ok and i gotta revise fer maths, chem, physics and pure geog...tt's quite a lot...haha shall see to it...=P

2003-04-26T04:37:00.000-07:00

ok...i feel so tired now...doing the explanation thingy...finished the final explanation...a bit late rite?? and it's like there were quite a number of mistakes...aiyah heck care lah...sighx...got pest to print the stuff fer me...cos michelle wasn't online...haha pest's really nice...

arh read through hist....budden haven't really studied...and i am left with less than 48 hours to do so...wateva...studying can really be difficult if one cannot concentrate well...ok...shall go round signing pple's gbks...=|

......i hate english.....yet i am using it...arh...i mean i hate eng lessons...so sickening....so boring....arrrgggghhhh....=(

feel like drawing the map mr koh gave us...feel like studying geog...dun feel like studying hist...haix...anw i photocopied a few more maps juz in case...yeahx...

2003-04-25T02:37:00.000-07:00

haha...passed with flying colors fer maths...got an A...yeah. =) anw, i find myself really dumb at times...haha brain a bit the sheng xiu liao...todae no english ppt.....haha felt relieved...cos i was not reali prepared....

todae is fridae haha no school tmr...can sleep a bit late...haha budden cannot slack too much cos hist test is on monday....sighx haf to study...dunno whether isit source-based or structured....hope it is structured....=|

ok so i gonna be busy fer the next two wks...ahhhhhx...and still got pure geog test on wk7...one structured qn fer 25 marks...~shakes head~....a bit scary...aihx got nth much to blog...=)

2003-04-24T06:41:00.000-07:00

yeah...done wif two tests todae....chi and maths...haha, this time maths sure can pass liaox...if not i gonna zhuang qiang.....=|

anw, todae...two pple frm dunno where came to watch mr koh teach....and it seemed like he was not himself....he reali got that jing zhang look lohx...ok wadeva...and we could sense tt he was practically rushing through the weathering lesson...normally he's not like tt one....guessed tt he's too nervous liaox...ok this is reali lamotic....:|...budden luckily i managed to understand most of the stuff taught...

man u lost to rm in the end....so sad...budden nvm lahx...next time still got chance one haha. =)

ah i feel so tired and pissed off...me haven finish the eng explanation yet...and then tmr haf to present it...so rush...ah i feel so unfortunate cos i reali got lotsa stuff to do...and then nxt wk still got hist. test...whoa kao ehx....cannot slack ahx...=O

.........................................i have nth to sae liaox...gd night everyone..................................................

2003-04-22T07:57:00.000-07:00

Yeah...todae's definitely a horrible day fer me...torture manx...was day-dreaming during maths lessons...yux i juz couldn't concentrate...ok there's sth wrong out there....=O ahhhhhhhhh.....i feel so tired now...finished my hw yeahx budden haven't finish tt wadeva eng ppt...so sickening...sighx...=(

My back hurts...dunno why...juz feel tt there's sth wrong wif my health...i am not ill...but i juz dun feel too well...and my head hurts when i chew on gummy sweets...so painful yeeks!

Anw Liverpool won Charlton...2-1...haha owen din score any goal...so damn sad...ok wadeva i can't be bothered wif all these now...i am only worry abt my health...hope there's nth wrong wif me....haha dun dare to go fer check-ups...dun wanna face the reality....=|

I feel so sleepy now....z.z.z.z.z.z.z.z.

2003-04-22T07:43:00.000-07:00

2003-04-20T04:21:00.000-07:00

yeahx....liverpool won everton!!! 2-1...haha owen scored a goal...and even the papers said tt owen's so so so so so much better than tt stupido rooney....rooney sux!!! ya...changed the topic of my persuasive speech...haha...started a bit liaoz...dunno whether can finish it by todae...hope so lahx...if not then...ya too bad...=P lol, writing a persuasive speech isn't as difficult as i think it is...so glad...aiyah it's only a draft wat...shall not worry too much bout it....kk shall start doing asap...budden now i feel like slacking...oiz why am i so lazy huhx...and why is it tt i am craping so so much todae....todae a bit the siaox...=||

haha cannot slack liaox...muz do hw...bye.

2003-04-19T02:48:00.000-07:00

yeah...finally changed my blog template...haha so proud of myself...yeah anw listening to 5566's songs now...not bad lahx...listened to these songs for so many times liaox...dun feel reali sianx...ok tt shows these songs dun haf "negative effects" on me...ok this is lame...haha haven started anything on persuasive speech...and today's saturday...less than two days for me to complete the draft...sighx i hate doing this kind of hw...=(

ok...not reali happy with myself recently...dunno wat i am doing...yeekx....so slack...ahx...=( and then i feel so unhealthy...even though i ate apples for this week....i thought a apple a day keeps the doctor away...it doesn't really work on me...i feel like i haf so many illnesses (dun worry...of cos it's not sars).....so many sprains...so many fractures...and i guess my tt left ankle's damn injury is getting more and more serious...feeling reali tong now...yi tian bi yi tian tong...sighx...budden i dun wanna go to any doctors...cos i think if i go to the doctor he will probably send me to the hospital...and i will have to undergo some stupido operation to "straighten things"....aix...hate the bulge on my left foot...budden i guess nvr mind lah...maybe it isn't so serious after all...it's only painful...small pain...so eh nvm. =}

ya muz finish my polar bear compre by todae...and muz try to start on my persuasive speech....yeah haha shall end here. =D

2003-04-15T02:33:00.000-07:00

wateva...my blog template cannot be changed!!! yucks!!! =(

man u's great...esp. scholes...omg he's super!!! haha. =D

no cca todae...yeahz.. =P

i thought i taw a putty cat....=|

i haf a feeling i may not live through 2010....+_+

type and type and type and type and type....

i realize tt i am digging my own grave...i haf to tell myself...take care and bless u....++ control urself if u dun wanna die so early ++

2003-04-15T02:07:00.000-07:00

oh my....there's really sth wrong with blogger. =(

2003-04-09T02:12:00.000-07:00

So much hw....and source-based qns juz SUCK!!!

2003-04-07T03:00:00.000-07:00

dotx...there's juz sth wrong wif epebble...wat the heck...oh nvm...joy has sent me all those stuff....heheh...=P

2003-04-02T22:26:00.000-08:00

Realised tt i am not given time to go online....SIGHX. =(

2003-04-01T02:03:00.000-08:00

long time nvr blog liaox...anyone missed my blog???[ok i noe this is lame.] =P

hope England wins the next match...god bless....and pls pls let liverpool win the match against man u...april 5...=)

hil's gbk damn nice lohx...haha...shall change my gbk's template...=P

SARS sux!!! whoa kaox...everyday stay at home and "kiao ka"....can't stand it...=(

There's sth wrong wif blogger!!! yucks!!! =(

2003-03-24T01:29:00.000-08:00

I hate WAR!!! why muz there be a war!!! it's killing innocent pple!!!

2003-03-24T00:53:00.000-08:00

Hai...felt really full nowx...had mac food and half a packet of chicken rice for lunch...those were a lot of food fer me...long time nvr had mac fd liaox...budden dun seemed to miss it...mayb mac fd suck in the first place...i mean if mum din tell me to buy mac food, i won't even think of eating mac food...haix...

Did 10 yrs series yesterday and todae...did tons of qns i guessed...felt so tired after solving those maths qn...anw, todae's maths lesson was quite interesting...did tt dunno wateva "cancel the stick" thingy...and i din understand why gladys din lose any of the rounds...me, yy and nicole lost some of the rounds...gladys's so lucky...haha i am so lame...=P

ZQ not at home now...haha, can go online.....yeah anw i was supposed to search for info on "black hole"...in the end came here to blog...haven't finished searching...so duh slack...=D

Dotx...i feel like sleeping now...however i still got physics prac. not done...heheh...

Passed my SS test!!! wat a qi2 ji1...i guess this is the first time tt i had ever passed a source-based test...whoa...felt so relieved...and rather proud of myself...**grins** =P

Lookin forward to doing the bulletin board....it's gonna be real fun...yeahx...ok i am lame...i think no one other than me really enjoys doing it....

Zhuang4 xie2 le....saw the person tt i din wanna see...todae...hoped she din see me...she really got tt qian bian look lohx...I HATE HER!!!......even though she was one of my closest frendz in pri sch...yicks, xian zai kan dao ta jiu xiang tu...wat the heck...=(

2003-03-18T21:19:00.000-08:00

MY LIFE'S IN A MESS!!!

Me in school now...
Mum grounded me & ZQ...not allowed to go online at home....not allowed to play bball during free time except in school...whoa kaox...it's all ZQ's fault...who asked him to go round kicking my ball ???....and in the end....guess wat...Mum confiscated my ball....sighx...watta do ???

Still haf not completed my hw....me reali lazy lohx...slack so much...aiyah...wateva...

Fluid fusion sux...the teachers are so yucky...so inefficient...**shake heads**...

Mum's daoing me...dunno wat she's thinking....i didn't do anything wrong lohx....she's crazy...ok nvm....=|

I want food...NOW!!! no food...sigh...hungry...!!!

2003-03-17T21:01:00.000-08:00

"Burnt" by the sun on the day of fd & fun fair and monday's fluid fusion....sianx...hope i dun get too dark....haha..=P Anw, i haf not completed my hw...so much hw...almost "suffocated" by them...sighx....realised tt i got nth much to blog...aaahhhx...btw ZQ was grounded...not allowed to go online...so most probably i won't be able to go online too....how unfair...ok wateva...=(

Dun look back...think bout the future...

Shall go sign gbks...hahaha....

Shall go read blogs....**wai1 zui3**....

Helped MY wif the sports day booklet...did the column thing...sth juz went wrong & i had to redo the whole thing...felt so unlucky...=(

ZQ: I realli detest u at times...can't stand u...u r juz so guo fen...=( but no matter wat....i can't murder u...cos u dun deserve such heavy punishment.....haha...=P

::PAUSE::

2003-03-16T20:04:00.000-08:00

Something went wrong wif blogger....DARN IT!!! waste my time manx....

Anw, Liverpool won Totterham....3-2...yeahz, wat a great score!!!

April 5...Man U vs Liverpool....gd luck LP....god bless....

To YanYi: So sorrie...dot dot dot...it's YanYi not Yan Yi.....ahaha, din noe u r so fussy bout this...ok nvm...see ya in sch tmr....bye !!! =P

2003-03-13T23:16:00.000-08:00

yeah...got back my result slip yesterday....wasn't really sad...din noe why...haha, shall enjoy my hols.....=P budden hols still got fluid fusion...whoa kaox...feel like pornin' manx...

played bball during PE lesson this wk....i played really badly fer tt day...worst bball game ever in my life...i think it's becos i'd not played bball for ages...so i guess i haf to "train up"....at least get back to what i used to be....ok so my bro's bball skills have improved tremendously...probably his skills will be better than me by the June hols if i dun train up...sighz. If he's better than me, he will probably laugh off his head....**roll eyes** i dun want someone younger than me to "qiu3 wo3"

may be goin for lingx' bbq on wed...=P

3J's bonding....yeah!!!

Haha.....cannot play bball wif bro cos he got prefects camp today, Sat & Sun...sigh...n it's like Mon I have fluid fusion....probably will haf no time to touch my ball....sighx again...
Yan Yi: thnx alot fer ur msg...maybe i realli shouldn't be so "pessimistic"...haaha.....shall enjoy "full-scale"...budden it's like we haf tons of hw to complete...wat a headache....=O
Mei Yan: gd luck fer term 2!!! yeahx...when both of us r free....we muz go down to the court and play bball canz????

2003-03-08T03:42:00.000-08:00

I failed my physics...nth to say...i mean what cld i say?? nvm...shall see to it...X(
Aim for 'O' levels: at least 3A1s out of the 8 subjs...no Bs.........it's not tt i am kiasu...it's juz tt i think i need goals to push myself forward....=|
Joy: yeah...ur blog template's cool...haha...
Hil: so sorrie fer not signing ur gbk...me really busy....will try to sign aoap...

2003-03-02T22:31:00.000-08:00

OH yeahx....i passed my chem. test!!! and passed quite well too....yeah hehx...=) got A...haahx...tt shows my hard work had paid off...--smiles--
Mr Koh finally came back....i can't stand his "that face"....wa liaox....anw, his appearance gave me a signal tt i m goin to get back my geog paper soon...sighz....
Liverpool won Man U!!! I am damn happy lohx....2-0....wat a great score...haha...to Yen: dun be too sad....man u is still good no matter wat...=)
Liverpool rox no matter wat....go lp!!! yeahz...=P
There's fluid fusion todae...a bit sianz...anw, the dance's quite sucky....but then no choice...still haf to perform....wat liaox...=|
Lookin forward to food and fun fair....but then i think non of my pri frendz are coming....i think none of them bought tckets....aiyahx.
Nothin more to blog...shall end....
Yah...muz remember to add a link to Joy's blog...haha, she finally got a blog. =)

2003-02-27T22:16:00.000-08:00

Anything........

I gonna fail pure geog...my god, wat a headache....

Blah blah blah.....

Soccer had nothing interesting...recently....so sianx...

I wanna play bball!!!

Dislike and detest logarithms....madness....yuckx...i wanna puke...=S

Lotsa tests next wk...gd luck to me....

I am wondering abt tmr's wrkshop....

SIGHx.

2003-02-25T22:52:00.000-08:00

Wat the heck...wat a horrible dae....almost failed my Maths....probably failed todae's physics....

Todae's the first time i wanna cursed maths...dun understand the log thingy at all....maths really do suck when u r too tired....hahx. ={

Should i study hard for geog..??? hahax....100 over pages for only 2 structured qns....pathetic....20 marks...n only half an hour....f *** !!!

Guess i should prepare to get kicked out of 3J...ok if i really got kicked out in the end....i may transfer to some neighbourhood schs near my house....=|

2003-02-22T23:14:00.000-08:00

So happiex....got A1 for History test....thought i would fail...felt so lucky all of a sudden....yipeez. :P
Tons of hw....omg....tt history narrative thing not too sure how to do....sighx...will try my best to finish draft by tues....
Had not blog for a long long time....miss ya so much blog....cos no time....timetable so..."tight".....
Liverpool won the recent match....1-0...against....omg, forgot how to spell the name of the opponent's team..."A" dunno wat thing....nvm...
Ok, shall stop here. ⁺₌⁺

2003-02-15T22:27:00.000-08:00

--hahx--
George Bush sux like mad...United States in chaos wif him around...omg...u suck, Bush.
I wonder when's Chem test...which day of Wk 7???
~~Do Not Disturb~~.......saw this phrase on a paper "door hanger" in my room...kind of interesting...cos this "door hanger" has this picture tt shows one of the keyboard keys "home"....haha, this is lame....
I haf got nth to blog...lookin forward to the man u & arsenal match...
Shall I change my blog color???......=O
Michael Jordan rox.

2003-02-13T22:53:00.000-08:00

VaLeNtInE's DaY

Yeahx...recieved quite a lot of stuff.....still owe huiqi, delphine & wanling(3 hope) V day presents....shall give them the presents on Monday...yeeps=P

Today got history test....my ans kind of short for qn 1....hope i dun fail history....if not then die liaox....

Man U muz win Arsenal!!!

I wonder if life is meaningless.....if we do not noe abt what's happening around us....tt's ms lee's assumption....hahahx.

I dun wanna haf tests....too stressing....always got study but in the end fail eth...so sickening....work hard also no use....but also cannot slack watz...i dun wanna retain...mum would probably murder me if i haf to retain.....all my results so lan....so horrible....yuckx..

I dun wanna god bless...god bless also no use.....dun really believe in god....if Jesus's really tt great.....there won't be this 911 incident...sighz.....dun understand y some people believe in Jesus....ok mayb they r forced to believe by their parents....religion is the word...yahx.

George Bush sux more than Bill Clinton!!! agree???

{{ 3 Justice }} HAppY VaLeNtiNe's DaY!!!
{{ Yen, WJ }} Good luck to u two....good luck to Man U too....Man U will win...yeahx. =P anw, does Denise support Man U??
{{ Chiki, Jia Mein }} Good luck!!!....hope st. nicks netball team can be the champion....go st nicks!!! =D
{{ Hil, Mei Yan, Elaine, Su-ann, JC, Ling Yi, Jasmine, Su Xin }} Thanks for being my great friendx....frenz 4 ever!!! great bondx pple...=)
{{ Yanyi, Joyce }} Same class for 4 years!!! Yeahx..muz treasure our friendship...yeeps =D
{{ Bekah, Xiao Lin, Doris, Yvonne...I hope I dun miss out anyone of u }} U all are the most fun and cute pple!!! Stay cute and happy =P !!!
{{ Xiang Ting }} Hi dao gia......good luck...ah...u r juz so cool...zhen shou bu liao...hahax. =)
{{ Lam Mui, Cath, QM pest, Michelle }} Good luck pple!!!...u r all very nice....michelle, i wonder if u r out here to brainwash me...ur thinking is so so diff frm other pple....I appeal to QM pest....stop ur nonsense!!! irritating!!! anw, i will still wish u good luck...=}
{{ Shi Hui }} Good luck for ur years ahead!!! keep up ur bball skills too...can improve....u r great in bball...got potential manx. --smilex--
{{ 2 Unity }} All the best, pple!!!

2003-02-13T06:40:00.000-08:00

Failed maths agn...this time's add maths...my goodness...dunno wat has happened to me...it seems like all my tests' marks r really low...n i din scored well for HCL...madness...Blahx. =| This is bloody heck...

England lost to Aust....1-3, wa liao....owen's so poor nowsaday....cannot shoot properly or watever...so sad....eh hmmmz. ={ and dunno y tt beckham seemed to be doing nth...so bo liao...ahahx. =O

I am doing my homework now...and going online at the same time...i wish i can slack...sighx...my class hand up hw...all so punctual...a bit the sickening...din noe sec 3 pple r so hardworking...lolx. Justice is so damn...punctual.....yeekz...a bit irritating...the whole class like so disciplined....talk not a lot u noe tt kind....--shake heads--

2003-02-10T22:53:00.000-08:00

Cannot believe tt Man U and Man City.....draw!!!! 1-1.........sigh...penalty kick should had been given to Beckham cos it was so clear tt the Man City player kicked him in the penalty area....Beckham's unlucky i guessed.....

I HOPE i dun fail A Maths....yeahx....MAYBE I won't fail.....I HOPE I won't fail.....HOPE....

Putting all my hopes on Man U cos Liverpool.....won't be the champion for this year....ok i juz hope tt Asernal doesn't win....Arsenal MUST NOT win....it's a "too proud" FC.......

2003-02-08T03:43:00.000-08:00

Liverpool lost to Crystal Palace(some days ago)...0-2....and one of the goals was actually...OWN GOAL...damn it!!! how careless!!! yeah...a bit sad....
Anw, Man U's against Asernal....it's gonna be a tough one...I hope Arsenal don't win...I mean Man U must win...Henry sux more than Beckham...ok, I din mean Beckham sux...
Passed history assignment...glad...normally i dun pass history stuff...this time so lucky...or maybe i had worked harder...haha...=D
Exhausted...shall end...

P.S. Neopets sux!! Anyhow freeze pple's accounts...ok i hope my account will nvr be frozen...
P.P.S My printer doesn't work...wat a waste!!!

2003-02-04T00:48:00.000-08:00

Yeah...
Geog lesson....dun quite understand tt cyclones thingy...and i wonder y wind, cloud and rain are related in the first place...so confusing...can anyone explain the whole thingy to me???
Chem lesson was fun...yeaz...starting to enjoy chem lessons...it's so so interesting...ok...at least it's better than biology...
No homework todae!!! Yipee!!!
Haha....dad not working...can drive me back home.
Qn: Is purple nice? It's like......I suddenly like purple a lot.....
Nothing to do...looking foward to a soccer match...this week...Liverpool vs Crystal Palace...hope Liverpool wins....good luck LP!!!
I find Koh really sucky...the more I see him....the more I feel disgusted....he's so so....yuckx!!! And he's damn bias.....

2003-02-03T05:36:00.000-08:00

Oh yeah...tons of hw....this is so damn bloody lohz...n i dun understand the eng thingy...so duh...geog also...so chimalogy...`faints`.

Finally my comp can shut down...yipeez!!!

I hate HW!!!

Dun feel like sleeping...so sick...i wanna sleep but cannot sleep...

Liverpool 3-0 Westham.............Yipeez!! So happie tt Liverpool won!!! Jia You!!!

Hil :: I wanna go HEREEN again! =P

Mei Yan :: Heard a lot of comments abt ur class....i wonder if ur class really sux tt much...

3 Justice :: Wish all of u happy cny!!!

2003-02-01T02:25:00.000-08:00

:::YeStErDaY:::
Went out wif Hil they all...went ta hereen...purpose:go eat n walk walk...went ljs to eat...actually most of us din eat...we juz sat there n stone a bit...ahah...lolx.
Then walked to Heeren n took some neoprints(6 of us)...... and elaine wif hil, su-ann wif kelly took "pair neocards"....quite cool...but all of us took quite a long time to finish taking the prints cos we had to wait for other pple to finish taking....and also there was sth wrong wif the machine...
Hil they all got some sweets n after tt we juz went home.....a bit the short rite?? i appeal to hil...next time let's plan properly b4 we go out....plus pls dun go watch movies cos pple would haf a hard time trying to decide which movie to watch. Also, try not to go out on rainy days...ok i noe we all din noe yesterday would rain....but next time if it suddenly rained, we haf to change our plans...if not we can still go out on other days...we dun haf to stick to our plans...be more flexible...ok, no offence.=|

2003-01-30T06:00:00.000-08:00

I am absolutely angry wif moi mum now...i wanna burst out crying....i dunno wat i can do now!!! it's not my fault!!! it's not like i can decide wat the school wants us to wear on chinese new year eve....y should she be angry wif me over such a tiny incident??? why??? why??? why??? mum...sorrie for anything tt i haf done wrong, but pls dun anyhow scold me or reprimand me....
ok. since it's such a small incident...y should i be crying???........i realize i almost can't stand it anymore....good luck to me...hope i dun get kicked out of my house....

I dun wanna get kicked out of 3J....i realize tt all my tests' results are really bad....i hope i dun get kicked out...

Mei Yan: lend me ur shoulder for me to cry....i desperately need ur shoulders....i dunno wat to do now...i...am...crying....i really miss u....pls pls talk to me...yeahx, i may look cheerful in school, but the fact is i am not....ok, my eyes very blurry now...i haf stopped crying...

Hilda: I dunno wat i can do now....i felt so lost all of a sudden....ok, i am crying not becos of my tests...but becos i felt so lost....i am lost...and i am afraid to be lost........i need someone really close to me by my side....

ZQ: too bad....u r juz too young to listen to my words...u may be the closest to me...but u might nvr understand me, bro....u r juz too young...i can't tell u things...

Shi Hui: Dunno whether u will read this msg....juz wanna say...i miss childhood too...and i mean, LITERALLY...i dun seem to haf childhood...wat i mean is my childhood to me r juz thorns.....even though it's nice AT TIMES...

2003-01-29T22:17:00.000-08:00

==Zhan== I wanna u read this msg...u bloody woman!!! ok...at least what u had said today made me dun dislike u so so much...yuckx. ok...it's "a bit" only...
==Hil== I need someone to comfort me!!! i am not "feeling well"...=(
==Mei Yan== I miss u so much...i hope to talk to u EVERYDAY...sigh, mayb tt's impossible, but...can write letter...yah. =|
==Zhu Xuan== I hope u can read this msg.....:Miss u....u not in Weiqi now...me sad...hope to see u as often as possible....yahz. If free, dun forget to call me...i noe sometimes u r irritated by my bro..., but nvm abt him...he's juz a bit the...u noe...yahz, that it. =P
==ZQ== I realize tt u r one of the cutest person in this whole world...my brother...yeahx...even though sometimes u r really mean to me or whatever, u are my dearest...=)
==Mum== So sorrie!!! got horrible results for my tests...i din mean it...i noe u will forgive me cos u noe i am really stressed up at times.....=)
==2 Unity== I miss u all so so much!!! hope to stay in contact...btw, happy new year 2u!!!

Failed my maths test....sigh...what can i do? it's a fact! can't even cry out now...first time failed maths...ok, probably pple would ask me how is it like to get a FAIL for the very first maths common test in year 2003...break record...nvr even get a C before, so fast then jump from B to FAIL...what the heck...dunno what's happened to me...can't go on like tt....
Ok..fine!!! ⁺_⁺

I dun wanna blog now...i am feeling bad abt all things ='(

2003-01-27T23:32:00.000-08:00

wa liao...today's maths COMMON TEST was like damn disastrous....the test's so difficult....ok, maybe i haf turned stupid...=(
now in chi resource rm...using the comp...cca starting SOON...i hope it will start later...ok, i hope it will start AFTER i finish
blogging...ok, finished...nth to say, yeahx. =P

2003-01-26T00:40:00.000-08:00

Helped ZQ with his dunno wat webpage thingy....got really irritated....shldn't haf helped him in the first place...regrets manz.

Tt dumbo history hw's killing my mind...i really dun quite understand the qn...i mean i can't seem to find any ans in my txt bk...and i actually lost the notes...omg...juz hope tt the notes r left in sch...at least i won't haf to spend time photocopying them...Ok...i am not finished wif tt history hw yet...n i am online...i wonder if i can finish it by...8pm???

Haha...this blog's rather short...--i wonder if i haf more stuff to blog-- =O

Shall i go chatting...or maybe play...neopets...ok, tt may b a bit the childish...yeah...i haf nothing to do online...saddening...shall find sth to do...Oh!!!....can download mp3s...lol.

2003-01-25T03:06:00.000-08:00

Yeah...I haf a lot to blog, but dunno where to start from...hehehz...so dumb...

Ok...why do I feel like sleepin now when I had actually slept for...9 hrs???

I hope Liverpool will win Man U...no offence, Man U fans...

I live my life my way...I hope I dun get controlled by anyone...but unfortunately, I am controlled...by parents, by teachers, by friendz...sick of that...why can't I haf full freedom?? I dun understand...or maybe I need to find my own freedom...i believe no one can give me freedom...and neither can freedom stop me from having it...

Yeah...I need love...who can give me what I need and want? I wonder...I am waiting for this person or whatever object to appear...to give me what I really need and want...

I wanna pursue sth tt really belongs to me...only...it's not tt I am selfish...it's juz tt...I wanna haf sth tt no one can take it away from me...like, talent? my mind? my feelings?...ok, i already haf them...maybe I should not ask for more...let's not be too greedy...be content wif what I haf...

Shall I stop here?
LOLx.

2003-01-23T23:35:00.000-08:00

I wanna sleep NOW~~!!!

2003-01-23T22:35:00.000-08:00

Yeah...Liverpool won the recent match...against....??? Ok...forgot the name of the other team...well, it's 2-0.....n the aggregate...??? ok...forgot the aggregate too...shall check the papers later...realise tt my memory's gettin worse day by day...die liaox....Anw, there will be a match coming up soon...Man U vs Liverpool...on...???? "Duh"!!! Forgot again!!! Shit....=( This is bad....forgettin lots and lotsa stuff....yeekz. =|

Blaaah...3J tryin 2 fund-raise for Tioman Trip...me involved too cos I am also in 3J...I think it's gonna B difficult...saw the ELDDS pple tryin to fund-raise...looks like result not too good...={

Today's Friday...24th Jan...Jacq's b'dae...shall go to her gbk later....also...today got tt MVP thingy!!! Cannot sleep early again...have to sacrifice juz becoz of TV...hahx...

2003-01-20T19:17:00.000-08:00

I BeLiEvE I eXiSt...=)

2003-01-20T03:18:00.000-08:00

LIVERPOOL RAWKZ...!!! Yeah...finally...won the recent match...1-0 [against southampton]. Man U's excellent too...catching up wif Arsenal...i only hope tt Asernal won't get the championship...anw, sigh...cos Liverpool may not be catching up...but no matter what, i will always supprt them...=)

Ok...dun feel like talking abt soccer now...well, feeling troubled...u noe what...i helped xiang ting to print her english stuff but then left all of them, including the diskette in school library!!!...oh manx...so sorrie xt..din mean it. die liaoz.too late.

2003-01-20T00:01:00.000-08:00

Oh yah...by the way...I haf got sth to say abt that Sungei Buloh trip...IT'S DAMN IT FUN!!! Yeah...the mangroves...the animals...the birds...oh man, cool!!! So to those pple not in my class...listen up! It's juz so fortunate to be in a pure geog class!!! So many nice things going on...I mean so MUCH that I can't even count...haha, so "kua zhang"...anw, it's really fun to go outdoors as a class...

Helped Hil with her blog thingy....template...she changed her blog..!!! A bit the sad lahz...to leave behind the old stuff......but nvm, it's good to start ANEW...

It's really late now...and I am still in school...naughty gal...dun go home...anw, I think I really should go now...YEEPx. =)

2003-01-15T23:49:00.000-08:00

Today's Geog lesson was like...damn interesting and cool!!! Oh man...the planetary wind system thingy is really interesting!!! Looking forward to the next lesson...Nothing much to say, shall end. Yeahx. =]

2003-01-14T22:12:00.000-08:00

Oh yeah...nothing much to say...
Hehex...
Then why bother to come here and blog?
Find myself a bit the stupid...
Haha...
Ok...dunno whether my Mum cooked lunch for me or not...shall not eat in school then!
Anw, I grew by 1cm!!! So happy, zong3 suan4 you3 dian3 "cheng2 jiu4" le4.
Ya...today played captain's ball for PE...unfortunately, sprained my left ankle twice...should had stopped playing after the 1st sprain...anw, it's "old injury", so I can't be bothered. =|
Yipeex. =P

2003-01-14T07:13:00.000-08:00

Oh yeah...at home now...felt so much nicer to stay at home and use my lovely computer...but then, a bit the worried abt the shut down thingy...hope it doesn't really affect my computer. =|
Yah...no one's online now...so sad...=( no one to chat with me...ok, may go to irc later...maybe, see if i haf the time or not...
My legs are aching!!! Oh man, it has been yrs since i played captain's ball...heheh, no wonder suddenly felt so tired...
Connection's not too bad, and my tel phone line had sorta been repaired...Hehex,dun haf to worry abt connection prob for the time being...

::END::

2003-01-14T01:13:00.000-08:00

Weiqi...CCA orientation...quite fun indeed...haha...=D
Felt so lethargic...
Nothing much to blog...
Yeeps.=P

2003-01-12T23:59:00.000-08:00

I am tired...=(
School life's exciting, esp when it comes to upper sec...
However, I really din expect myself to feel so exhausted.
Lolx.

2003-01-12T23:46:00.000-08:00

Ok, I regret all I had said abt my Mum and Dad. Sorry Mum and Dad!!! I din mean it. Yeeps.=|
Who cares anw? Like no one really cares abt what I sae. But then I really care abt what others say. Too conscious I guess.
Go away...u irritating ZQ!!! I dun wanna see u around! I juz can't stand u at times...Ok, let me cool down. I dun wanna vent my anger on u.

2003-01-12T23:43:00.000-08:00

This is crazy...my whole house of pple is crazy! I really can't stand it! Siao manx. Ok, fine, everything they say are correct, what I say are all wrong... Sickening manx. I guess my Mum really sux. No ryhme or reason then scold me...isn't she a bit the siao? Anw, she's someone who never heeds other pple's advice and opinions, and if I were to juz give some advice or opinions, she probably would scream and shout at me and say that I am disrespectful to her. Ok, well, I can't be bothered manx. So irritating...Ok loh, she always says she noes what's the best, so I guess I will juz let her be.

Dad says one look at me, he detests me. That's mean, ok. I hate it. I mean, I am not that detestable rite, am I? I am not even a pest and yet he says that. Ok, shall not bother abt these "mo ming qi miao" pple anymore. Ya, that will be the best solution, I hope. Sigh...life's juz like that, but it seems like I have to suffer more than a lot of pple. I really thought the world was fair, but it turned out to be the opposite.

Ok, ZQ'a crazy too...I almost want to hate him...Think he very "dua", omg...like this is so "duh"! Juz becoz of a very stupid Weiqi game he wanna fight wif me...Siao lahz. =C

2003-01-09T22:39:00.000-08:00

Forgot sth...
I feel like murdering Koh now...
He looks tempting enough for me to kill...
Yah...
I hope someone can tell me what to do...
LOLX.

I am changing my mind...
I want to haf Tan as SS teacher...
She's so much better than Koh!!!
--Stick out tongue--
I wanna murder him!
Anw, if any one of u happens to read this, pls dun betray me and tell him.
I am juz venting my anger. Hahax.
Juz angry with him cos I find him a bit sucky...dunno why...but he's at least better than Chi teacher.

3 Justice's getting better...yah...not so "cliquey" now that we haf changed all our seats. This is gonna be good. --Smiles-- =)

2003-01-09T22:16:00.000-08:00

That sucky Chinese teacher...yucks!
In school now...--nothing to say--
What a boring day...
Cannot go on the internet at home...so stupid...
Telephone line a bit got prob lahz.
=X

2003-01-08T22:09:00.000-08:00

Ok, I m goin to complain...I hate the chinese teacher!!! The worst chinese teacher ever...yucky woman...But then good thing I still have Mr Gan as my Physics teacher, he's quite nice lahzz...rather funny and corny....=P Anw, not decided whether should go Tioman or not....$600 over u noe...but then Koh said we gonna have a fund raising to raise some funds for the trip, so probably we may not have to pay so much....$600's a big sum, can buy a lot of things...but then I guess it's worth it to spend this amt on a trip which seems fruitful...hehehx, shall decide later...=D
Koh said he actually wanted to teach 3 Justice(my class) Social Studies, but then cannot...so we have Mrs Brenda Tan...I dun want Tan!!! I rather haf Koh manx!
A bit sick, I mean juz coughing only, not much big deal...but then now my brother's sick...so sorry for him...and he blames me for passing on the illness to him...so stupid rite? It's not entirely my fault what...but then anw, I really really feel sorry for him...he may be missing school today, so if I can, I will help him with his school work...after all he's still my younger brother......juz hope he get well soon.....GET WELL SOON, BROTHER!!! =)
Now I am sitting at the back of the class...a bit ma fan, cos I am a bit the short lahz...anw, I sit there becos of IPW...sigh...IPW, again...sicko...--"flipping" eyeballs-- But maybe not so bad cos our class's IPW's main concern is PURE GEOG., and that involves our Tioman trip, which is gonna be cool and interesting. Good luck to me then. **Yeeps**
One very impt thing...I am told to update the WeiQi board...should I get a few pple to do it with me or shall I do it alone? I mean like, not one really likes to do this kind of thing so probably I will do the whole board by myself I guess...HAha, feel so pathetic...
Quote of the day...** IF YOU ARE NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR ANYTHING IN LIFE, HOW CAN WE BE RESPONSIBLE FOR OUR OWN HAPPINESS??? **
YA, no more.

2003-01-07T22:27:00.000-08:00

Things juz suck...so unlucky, got such a horrible chinese relief teacher...so "kong bu"...sigh oh manx...School's computer's working slow...can't stand it...no choice lahz, it's juz like that...
I forgot sth impt that I haf to say...will come back and blog if I remember what's it.
Shall change a "little bit" for my blog template design...hahax. =P

2003-01-06T22:11:00.000-08:00

UNFAIR...y r things always so unfair....juz can't believe it...!!! So frustrated!!! Will not blog the incident out cos it's a "condemn"...probably will only tell my very close and best friendz...WELL, it's juz so "duh"...Sigh, oh manx. =C Ok, I can't control SOME things in my life, can I??? Ok, I suppose I can't....This is bad....=( Shall forget abt it...juz hope it's not tt difficult to do so... =|
Kind of dislike 3 Justice, too many cliques I suppose....and even Ms Jeya also said that's really "Unhealthy", cos we have to be united, and since we are now in 3 Justice, we shouldn't just stick with our old friendz....I totally agree with her...guess pple should juz interact more, hehex...
Liverpool finally won, yah....1-0 against Man. City....lucky manx, if not they gonna be the last....
Hil and MY replied my letter...and after I had read MY's letter, I felt sorta "tong qing" her.... she's really damn busy...hope she doesn't get too tired....
Ok...I need to get lots of notebks...for schoolwork...gonna spend no less than 5 bucks if I wanna get good ones...But I guess I will not be broke, not that I am rich, but it's juz that I'm not eating in school...yipee!
Today's the first day we have proper lessons....well, not much reflections...maybe should juz intro the teachers...those who had taught my class today...
English--Ms Jeya
HCL--RT
Maths--Ms Poore
Chem--Mrs Tan
Geog--Mr Koh

End here. =)

2003-01-06T21:50:00.000-08:00

Shall change my blogging style...hehehx. =P

2003-01-03T19:23:00.000-08:00

Ok...
Went to school today for CCA fair...
Haha, still in school using computers.

Got nothing much to blog...
Shall end here.

What a meaningless blog.
LOLx.

2003-01-02T22:02:00.000-08:00

Oh yeah...
Monitors not choosen yet...
I mean nominated long long ago(last year i think)...
But then Mr Koh said he will let us know the results on Monday.
Haha...
Hope I am not choosen...
If not Mei Yan will probably laugh her head off...
Anyway, Mei Yan, Jor, Zhi Ling, Esther and Pei Qing were choosen to be monitors...
And even that siao siao Jia Di was choosen too.
Haaha...laughed at Mei Yan just now.
Hope I don't get any "bao ying".

Liverpool lost to Newcastle!!!
Oh what the heck!!!
0-1
SIGH. =(

**Self Reflection**

Nothing more to say...
End here.
=P

2003-01-01T22:10:00.000-08:00

Sec 3 Justice...
Ok...
Haha...
No lessons today...
Emmm...really hungry...
Shall have some food before going home...
Ha. =)

Arsenal and Liverpool had a draw...
Phew...
Thought Liverpool would lost...
Lucky...
Haha...
Yeeps =P

I gotta check my mail...
Ok...no one's online to chat with me...

Suddenly remembered sth impt...
Oh...I can't online at home...
Have to use school computer...
Sigh...
This is no good...

Class Cheer...
Class Motto...
Class Goal...
Haha...
It's sth like that...
"A joker of today, a leader of tomorrow".
Funny right? And that's the motto...
Now the goal...
Ok...shall not say it cos it's too long...
Anyway, I have to end...
Really HAVE TO...
Cos I need to go home...
Can't stay in school for too long...
End here.
=D

2002-12-29T20:49:00.000-08:00

Oh yeah...
Went to school today for springcleaning...
Well, still in school now.
Got into 3 Justice...Pure Geography.
Yeeps. =)
Knew quite a lot of people in my class...
But still don't know a few of them...
Shall get to know them when school reopens. =)

All homework done except for that "Chinese newspaper cutting thingy"...
SIGH...
A few more days before school reopens...
Ok...
So did I mention who's my form teacher?
Ok...I didn't...
It's... Mr Koh...=|
**Faints**
Anyway, I think pure geog's gonna be real fun manz...
Get to go overseas...
Some "Tioman" places...
Ok...
So I guess life's gonna be busy for me...in Sec 3.
Haha. =O
One word to describe things...FUN!!!
LOL.
Will be studying mostly physical geog. for Sec 3....
Oh man..that's really interesting!!!
My favourite!!!
Well, so 2003 will be a good year for me...
I guess.

Now bad news...
Our English teacher will probably be Ms Jeya!!!
Ok...that's what Mr Koh said...
I just hope it's not comfirmed yet...
Sigh...
I gonna go bang the wall if it's really her. (Joking...I am not going to kill myself just because of her. =| )
SICK! =(

There was a soccer match between Asernal and Liverpool this early morning...
I hope Liverpool didn't lost...
Or at least make it a draw, God.
Ok...
A note to Arsenal...
"Dear Asernal...please please...don't win Liverpool...
Give them a chance...
They are too pathetic...
--Didn't win any matches recently...--
Just let them win this time...
You won't die letting them win...
Cos they still won't be able to catch up with you at this moment...
Oh please...

Too many errors in my CCA record!!!
Damn it!!!
Suddenly, felt so afraid of failing my CCA...
Ok...
See? I changed my CCA at the end of Sec 1 year...
Sigh...
Just hope that 1 attendance's point's counted...

End here.
Finish blogging.
Hehe. =P

2002-12-28T01:17:00.000-08:00

Homework...almost done.
Good.
Went to Elaine's house yesterday...
Celebration of birthday...
Watch a horror show...
Damn it man!!!
Show made me "sleepless" for the whole night.
F***!
Nvm...
Too scary for me to say anything...
Shall forget it...but then a bit difficult...
Ok...fine!

Angry with myself...
Don't understand why...
Just not too happy with myself...
Oh man...
SIGH.

Life without school...BORING!!!
Like, I really have nothing to do...
Stupid...
Arrrggghhhh...!!!
Shall end here...
Will come back if there's more for me to blog. =|

2002-12-25T02:20:00.000-08:00

Connection's really bad...
Changed the cable...
No use.
Sigh.
Still haven't finished homework.
Don't feel like doing them...
Lazy right???

Akah...
Neopets...
Should give Har codestone to ZQ?
Give, don't give, give, don't give...
Will decide later...

Liverpool's performance's getting bad, just like my internet connection...
Hope they will get better before the whole competition ends...
Maybe they still have a chance of winning the championship...
Ahhhh...

Got nothing much to blog...
Shall end...
Oh wait...
I need to wait for the connection...
Ok ok...
It's connected!!!

2002-12-24T00:42:00.000-08:00

Hi...
Back again after 3 days...
Ha.
Still haven't finished my homework...
Sigh.
Anyway, tomorrow's Christmas...
Shall visit others' gbks and send greetings.
Ok..shall do that later...
Cos I wanna watch TV!!!
Shall come back later as soon as possible...
Anyway, connection's really bad today.
Shall stop for a while before I go online again.
END HERE.

2002-12-21T02:01:00.000-08:00

Played neopets today...
Quite boring indeed.
But managed to get CHEAT champion.
Lol.

English hw...100% DONE. =)
Maths hw...100% DONE. =)
Chinese hw...0% DONE. =(
Social Studies...70% DONE. =]
Okay...I hope I didn't miss out any other homework.

Got nothing much to blog.
Shall end.
**My internet session ends at 6:05pm. =[
***~~Shall~~ Must finish homework by next week. =)

2002-12-19T19:29:00.000-08:00

1 word to describe ZQ...
UNBELIEVABLE.
Well...
He's selfish...
Disgusting...
Stubborn...
Rude...
Smelly...
OK...you can imagine.
Even though he's got good looks...
He's got all the bad points.
Naughty...
Dishonest...
Too many bad points.
Arrrgggh...he's getting on my nerves...
Nope...I should say he has got on my nerves.
I can't stand him ANYMORE!!!
Yucks!!!
Bitting my lips...
I am too angry to say anything...
AAhhhhhh...!!! =(

2002-12-19T06:19:00.000-08:00

Ah...
Here I am...
Homework still haven't finished yet...
SIGH...

Feel so bored now...
SIGH again...
It seems like I have little to do at home...
And I don't feel like going out...
Errgggghhh...life's really boring...
Er-hemmm...
Tired now...
Feel like ending...
Cos I have nothing much to blog...

Oh yah...
Recieved a Christmas card from Loreen...
So sweet...and I am surprised...
Cos normally people would sent me birthday cards...
But not season's greetings cards...
So nice of her...
Shall send her one too...

Ok...
I am out of words...
Will come back as soon as I have sth to say.
Good night.

2002-12-18T01:46:00.000-08:00

Ok...
I said I will come back...
And here I am.
But, I have decided not to blog anymore...
I am going to watch my TV...
It's more fun and interesting...
I mean, I like to watch TV programmes...
Haha.
Shall end.=)
Got nothing to blog.
Hehe.

2002-12-18T01:01:00.000-08:00

Listening to Jay Chou's songs...
Nice songs, indeed...
It's raining outside...
Cooling...nice.
Anyway, played "cheat" on neopets for my Mum's account...
Helped her won a gold trophy...
Okay...that may sound lame to some people...
But at least to me...it's an achievement...
Lol.
HAha...
Nothing much to blog...
But don't feel like stopping...
Ok...feel like watching TV...
Guess I will end...
HERE.
Shall come back again later.=)

2002-12-15T03:17:00.000-08:00

Back again...
In the library...
Trying hard to find some interesting books...

Searching for the real world...
Any idea where it is?
Well...
I just have this feeling that the world that I live in isn't the real world...
Ha...
I guess I am thinking too much...
Anyway...
gotta end...
Hope I don't get caught by Mum or ZQ...
If they see me using the computer in the library...
They probably will "kill" me...
Cos they think it's just too much...
Get it?
LOL.

2002-12-15T00:08:00.000-08:00

Oh man...
Ok...
Forget about it...
Blogged some minutes ago...
But the blog didn't come out...
And the reason...
Connection breakdown!!!
That's dumb, right?
Waste of time...
Waste of energy...
Waste of words...
Waste of hard work...
Waste of brain cells!!!
Ok...
So I shall not type out what I had blogged out earlier...
FORGET IT MAN!!!
This is damn Fxxx!!!
Errrgggghhhh....
Shall not say anything more...
Already irritated...

2002-12-14T07:40:00.000-08:00

Back again...
Again...
Don't feel like going online anymore during the rest of the school holiday...
Well...
TOO MUCH HOMEWORK!!!
I have to concentrate on my holiday homework now...
And next year's work too...
NO CHOICE....
Errgggghhh...
Homework's really bothering me...
Not finished yet...
Plan to finish them before 20th of Dec...
Don't wanna wait till last minute...
It's not like I am hardworking or whatever...
It is just that I don't want to rush...
Rushing is tiring...
Be on time...the best policy...
SIGH...
Suddenly feel so tired...
Whole body's aching...
Really, I am not kidding...
Don't know what's wrong with my body...
External injury?
Internal injury?
Horrible illnesses?
All popped out of my mind...
This is scary...
Shall end..
Ahhhh...
Connection breakdown!!!

2002-12-14T05:55:00.000-08:00

Haha...
It's really boring now...
Okayz...
So it seems like I have nothing much to say again...
This is lame, man.
Anyway, Xmas's coming...
Wonder how to celebrate or whether should I celebrate...
I mean, okay, nvm...

Not been online for quite a number of days...
Well...
Well...
Actually quite glad that I didn't go for the camp...
From what Jorina had said...
There were only 6 Sec 2 Monitors...
This is damn shocking...
Never expected that...

Connection's still the same...unreliable...
Can't even shut down my computer properly...
It just restarts even though I clicked on the Shut Down button...
My computer's just crazy...
Irritating man...
Can't be bothered now...
But then really worried that my computer will spoil without full Shut Down...
Damn it...

Can't stand a lot of things...
But I can't do anything about them...
SIGH.

2002-12-09T06:19:00.000-08:00

At home now...
Pewh...
So glad that I did not go for the camp...
It's just so nice staying at home and doing my own things...
Hah...
At my lovely computer now...
But then I really hate my connection...
There's just sth wrong...
Guess it's the condition of my telephone line...
Or probably my telephone is just too far away from my ADSL modem...
Internet access is fast...
But it's just that connections get "cut off" almost every 5 minutes...
So sad...
SIGH...
Shall do sth about it...
Probably have to shift my computer...
If not will have to get another telephone line...
So "ma fan"...
NVM...will settle it later...maybe or never...
Most imptly...
Computer is working rather well...
Not much problem...
Shall end now.

2002-12-08T21:01:00.000-08:00

Read the newspapers recently...
The sports section...
Soccer...
Don't understand why Liverpool kept losing recently...
So angry now...
I mean, what's the problem with the team?
They used to be one of the really good teams...
And now they are losing to those teams that are not in the top 10...
Like, this is so damn ridiculous!!!
I am a fan of Liverpool...
And now I am really disappointed with the team...
Sigh...
Now, it's 4th...
I wonder if they can make it to the top 3...
It seems so difficult now...
From 2nd to 4th...
Sigh again...
Guess they will get better somehow...
They better do so...
It will be so embarrassing to lose lots and lots of matches at one go...

Arsenal lost to Manchester United too...
A bit the unbelievable...
I mean, Arsenal seems stronger than Man United...
I think the problem lies with the coach...
He's so proud...
And the problem lies with Henry too...
He's too good, that's why Man United chose to "sandwich" him only...
So, without a strong player, Arsenal probably will fall..

Okay, what am I crapping about?
Soccer story???
That's lame.
Shall end HERE.

2002-12-08T20:31:00.000-08:00

I had called my Mum...
Okay...
So I have decided not to go for the PMB farewell camp.
Reason: I might be the only ex-monitor (semester 2) going for the farewell camp...
Sheena and Jacq might be going...
Mei Yan and Crystal confirmed not going...
Elaine did mentioned that she might not be going...
I guess I can't be bothered with all these camps...
They are rather boring...
I mean, I would rather stay at home and watch my favourite TV programme...
Sigh...
No one's gonna stop me...
Heheh...
Like, is this farewell camp really that impt?
I don't even know those sec 4 pmb people...
Wouldn't that be a good reason for not going?
Who would want to attend a camp when one doesn't know most of the "seniors"?
Oh man, this is ridiculous...
If anyone from the pmb happens to read this entry...
Pls don't be angry...
Cos I don't think that's my fault...
And no offence for writing this entry...
I am only giving my own opinions...
Anyway, I am injured due to some vigorous stuff that I did ...
So that gives me a good reason for not going...

2002-12-08T18:55:00.000-08:00

Now at school...
4 hours later, I will be in a "farewell" camp...
Have not decided whether to go or not...
Haha...
In a dilemma...
Mei Yan said that a lot of people would not be present for the camp...
Don't know whether should believe her or not...
I don't believe people that easily.
Anyway...
Still haven't decided whether to go or not...
Shall call my mother later...
See how's her reaction to things first before deciding...
Okay...
Hummmmh...
NVM. =|

2002-12-07T00:47:00.000-08:00

I need to know the purpose of doing sth...
I need to know.
But normally, I never seem to know the purpose...
And that results in me doing sth that's actually nothing.
Really...nothing.
I feel like I am "off-the-track"...
Hmmmmh...sigh =O.
Actually, ~~what's the purpose really for?~~ why need to know the purpose?
Can't seem to understand things...
All things, I mean.

I keep asking why...
And that gives me a conclusion...I better stop doing that, there's no point.
--PAUSE--...wait...
I guess, if you live on Earth, in this particular world...
There's no point in doing anything cos life "ENDS".
All efforts will be wasted...see that? =|

2002-12-07T00:29:00.000-08:00

Imagine if I were a deaf person...
It won't really be that bad after all.
PEACE...to describe the scenario.
Cut off from the "noisy" world...
The world of confusion, wars, gossips, etc.
All would be silent...
I really prayed for that.
I hate the "noisy" world...
Too noisy for me to withstand.
"Bad noises"...not just sounds.
I admit I am really not that strong...
I feel like I am defeated by the world...
Ah...too bad for me.

2002-12-04T01:29:00.000-08:00

Haha...
Did some "graft" and "surgery" to my blog...
Looks nicer now, right?
Lol, somehow i guess.
NVM...
Grey & Black...
Good Combination huhz?
Well...
Have to stop here...
Someone's nagging...
Surprisingly not my Mum...
It's ZQ.

2002-12-04T01:25:00.000-08:00

Past...
Forget the bad, remember the good.
Present..
Now, the most impt of all.
Future...
Look forward to it.
Yesterday was History.
Today is a Gift.
Tomorrow is Mystery.

2002-12-02T07:25:00.000-08:00

Oh man...
Back here again...
Stoning in front of a liveless computer...
AGAIN.
My that irritating ZQ...
Yucks!!!
One big word to describe him...
UNBELIEVABLE.
So life's just like that...
Unpredictable, unbelievable.
Even someone like me...
A life with a brain...
A human brain...
"Supposedly" intelligent...
Can't even figure out what's gonna happen next.
Hah...
Life with a brain is just like that.
It's not like you can rely on it all the time.
It's just too tough for it to "handle".
LOL.

2002-12-01T19:43:00.000-08:00

Eh Hem...
Morning...
Almost afternoon...
Sitting in front of a dead computer...
A liveless one...
Connection's bad...
NVM...
Got nothing to do out here...
No comments to make...
So...
Shall end here.

2002-11-28T21:24:00.000-08:00

Anger.
Brrrhhh...
Puff, puff, puff...
Yeeks...
Sigh...
*DEAD*...=O

2002-11-28T21:23:00.000-08:00

Life...
Full of "5Ws".
Know what I mean?
Okayz.
Life's a story...
With too much punctuations.
Get it?
Nvm. lol.
Hmmm...

2002-11-28T21:16:00.001-08:00

Suddenly...
life doesn't begins or ends...
It forms.
This thought...
Interesting?
Ridiculous?
Serious?
Or...Empty?
Well, it's just like that.
HAHz.